Well i started back to school this week, my last semester, and it feels so good!!! I have an aweful lot going on right now and most important on my mind is my show coming up this next weekend!! I am so excited!  My contest prep takes up most of my free time and for those of you who have never been around me at this time, just bear with me one more week.  Some days i am just so worn out and feel like total crap and am really don't have it in me to talk.  Even when i do have carbs and my brain functions better i still don't want to talk about my diet or tell someone yet again when exactly my show is.  You know that saying if you can't say something nice, don't say anything? Well that's me right now, i get snippy really easy so i choose not to be sociable at all!  It's not all that bad, i'm normally friendly but i do have my days, and most around me have learned to just give me my space. So that's that.

Kids are great1 Blake has gotten a few bad reports from daycare but it usually stems from him following others and just not obeying.  That and the fact that he needs more mommy time! taylor is such a dominant force that Blake has to act up to compete.  I'm working on not being so hard on him. I think that i expect a lot because he is the older child and i forget that he is only 3! He really does have such a sweet dispositon though. and, i have to brag, his teacher told me that he is exeptionally smart and maybe even beyond. I'm beaming!!!

Well, i haven't found my camera, don't tell my brother! I am afraid that i may have been stolen out of my gym bag...I would welcome prayers to help me find it,is that silly? I have looked everywhere!